Someone is waiting to LOVE YOU...
Hi, I am a regular visitor of KE since more than one year. Let me first introduce myself. I am an engineer by profession & living in Bhilai Chhattisgarh, 6 feet tall with slim body. Though I am of 49 but feel that I am still in my late twenties in all my actions.
I have been crazy about sex since my teen age but could not make any relationship till my marriage. I got numerous opportunities for such intimacy but I could not succeed due to my shyness, social fearness, lack of communications etc. Now a day when I see young boys & girls talking too freely & openly over mobile phone, I really feel jealous.
My wife is very reluctant over sex, so I am always starving and so masturbating without her knowledge. When ever I see a beautiful lady, I imagine of having vigorous sex with her in all the positions. Even in my office I used to search sex sites and satisfy myself by reading KE stories, bluefilms and masturbate at least twice a day. My wife condemns all these. My wife agrees for sex one or twice only in a month and due to her looseness I do not get much satisfaction but I never complaint and take it easy. Although I practiced oral but she never. Basically I am very calm & compromising and give space very easily. This is what my wife also says. But I am always eager to get an opportunity to fuck a tight beauty.
Recently I got an opportunity in my office but my dream remained unfilled. A female attendant joined, aged 25, medium complexion & figure. Initially I did not care for her being a very junior staff. As I told earlier that in my office itself I used to watch blue film, read sex stories, see sexy photos over internet. Although I do all these in a hidden manner and being a senior office I am having my independent cabin. She used to come in my office very frequently and saw me over computer with some glimpses. I noticed that she is coming in my office very regularly and every time she is looking at the monitor kept opposite to entrance, so that nobody sees what I am viewing. But she instead of standing in front of me, all the time was coming from back so that she can view my monitor. After noticing that I purposefully open such sites and keep them minimized and whenever she comes I open them and busy myself in paper work. She stands silently and watches the monitor interestingly. Being encouraged by her these attitudes I used to eye on files and move my hands over her thighs as she used to stand just near me. After her depart I used to close my cabin and masturbate vigorously. Slowly I started talking to her about her family matters, her financial conditions etc. As I am known as a very polite & helping officer in my office she also started sharing her grieved situation. I helped her by giving small money also occasionally. Things moved further, I started touching her boobs and press slightly. She took it lightly and showed fear of somebody entering my office. I took it as a positive signal and started kissing her on her lips but in a very hurried way due to unsafe environment. She did not respond well, reasons unknown. Sometime I used to insert my hand in her blouse & braw and enjoyed a bit and while doing so she used to stare at by bulge. But she never took an initiative or cooperated. I wish that I could know the reasons for her neutral behavior.
In various similar instances I found various ladies attracted to me and glancing me with lust but nothing could proceed further. Is it my luck or lack of initiatives from my part? To be very frank, I own a medium complexion & figure, slim physique like boys of 20-25, I believe in descent & sober sex, giving more than taking, I may remain unsatisfied but my partner should be fully. In my view, sex is secondary in middle level Indian environment but it gives an immense pleasure if taken in a positive and secret way. Although I do not believe in open sex like western countries but there is nothing wrong if two souls satisfy each other irrespective of age and without knowledge of others, because we all have social boundaries.. I am eager to know how many female and male readers agree with me. Although my narrations are neither attractive like others nor fabricated, but I hope that the editorial board would publish the same by giving it a suitable title .
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